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[ Well the question is, is it something he wants? He hasn't thought about it and he doesn't want to think too hard about it. Subconsciously, he knows it's a kettle of fish. If he starts wanting things from her, wouldn't that seem insincere of him? If he starts hoping that maybe one day she'll call him cute, isn't that unfair to her?
Wouldn't that just be setting himself up for disappointment, because he knows that's not happening, anyway?
Besides, he can't imagine himself as being someone she'd call "cute", so that was getting ahead of himself. ]
...She's not here anyway, so... [ No point thinking about it. ]
Wouldn't that just be setting himself up for disappointment, because he knows that's not happening, anyway?
Besides, he can't imagine himself as being someone she'd call "cute", so that was getting ahead of himself. ]
...She's not here anyway, so... [ No point thinking about it. ]
[He can see Lark trying to work his way through it in his mind. Although he can't read it, he smiles patiently while Lark tries to figure it out for himself.]
...well, that's okay. It's not like you have to figure it right now anyway, right?
[He starts idly flipping through hangers.]
But if you wanna see her again at the end of all this-- it can't hurt to give it a little thought, right?
[His hand stops for a brief moment, before he drops it.]
I... have some things I have to think through myself while I have the chance.
...well, that's okay. It's not like you have to figure it right now anyway, right?
[He starts idly flipping through hangers.]
But if you wanna see her again at the end of all this-- it can't hurt to give it a little thought, right?
[His hand stops for a brief moment, before he drops it.]
I... have some things I have to think through myself while I have the chance.
I'm definitely gonna see her again.
[ That is fact. He insists. ]
Things like what...?
[ That is fact. He insists. ]
Things like what...?
That's right. That's the spirit.
[So give it some thought young man!! Nazuna will let it slide for now, although he fidgets with the hanger between his fingers for a moment.]
...there's a saying “if you chase two rabbits, you won't catch either one”. But if you had an unrealistic dream like that, just knowing it's true wouldn't make you wish it was possible any less. At least... that's the way it is for me.
I don't know if it's really possible, but if it is... there are some pretty important people that I hurt pretty badly in the past I'm going to need to face if I want to be able to stand proudly next to them again.
[So give it some thought young man!! Nazuna will let it slide for now, although he fidgets with the hanger between his fingers for a moment.]
...there's a saying “if you chase two rabbits, you won't catch either one”. But if you had an unrealistic dream like that, just knowing it's true wouldn't make you wish it was possible any less. At least... that's the way it is for me.
I don't know if it's really possible, but if it is... there are some pretty important people that I hurt pretty badly in the past I'm going to need to face if I want to be able to stand proudly next to them again.
[ Ah, that's...
Lark knows he doesn't know all the details, and he doesn't really think there's much he can say about it. So after a pause, he tip toes just a little and tries to reach up to pat Nazuna on the head. ]
Lark knows he doesn't know all the details, and he doesn't really think there's much he can say about it. So after a pause, he tip toes just a little and tries to reach up to pat Nazuna on the head. ]
...thanks Hiba-chin.
Whatever happens, that's on me. It's my dream, so I have to be the one to put in the work. If there really is a time when they can say I've earned it... I'll be sure to be ready by then, so I can tell them... both of them... the things I need to.
Whatever happens, that's on me. It's my dream, so I have to be the one to put in the work. If there really is a time when they can say I've earned it... I'll be sure to be ready by then, so I can tell them... both of them... the things I need to.
Wah!
[ Nazuna, they're in a store! Some assistant is going to wonder what's happening! ]
[ Nazuna, they're in a store! Some assistant is going to wonder what's happening! ]
[ But then Nazuna says all that.
... ]
Mm, I'll be cheering for you, then.
... ]
Mm, I'll be cheering for you, then.
Mmhmm! Should we get some clothes for you too, then?
Mmm... well I have something casual so it would probably be a good idea to pick up some good work clothes.
Honestly, I'm used to being put in all kinds of clothes for work back home, so as long as it gives off a good impression, I don't mind what it looks like.
Honestly, I'm used to being put in all kinds of clothes for work back home, so as long as it gives off a good impression, I don't mind what it looks like.
Hmmm, well...what sort of work are you gonna do?
[ So he can try to look to a few things. ]
[ So he can try to look to a few things. ]
If it's something I can do right now... maybe sewing and tailoring. I'm not the best but I think my skills are good enough to get me in the door.
I'm not in any position to be jumping into performing yet. But I guess that's something to consider for the future too.
I'm not in any position to be jumping into performing yet. But I guess that's something to consider for the future too.
Hmmm, so...something easy to move around in, with room for a belt or pockets for tools...
[ He's going to look through the racks of clothes, pick out a shirt and some slacks for Nazuna, then seems to debate on whether to get him a coat. ]
[ He's going to look through the racks of clothes, pick out a shirt and some slacks for Nazuna, then seems to debate on whether to get him a coat. ]
Nito-san?
[He sounds tense.]
[He sounds tense.]
[In hindsight he can tell when he probably should have said something sooner— this has definitely been one of those times. His voice is still a bit off from all the smoke he took in but he does his best to sound upbeat… even if he knows if won’t do much.
Hey, Sana-chin…
Hey, Sana-chin…
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